Sunday, March 30, 2008
Practice and still practicing ....argh
Ya...I've got like 6 songs in total to practice....sighz...Out of 6 pieces, 1 piece is 1 min 10 sec the rest are more than 10mins each, ..Quite tiring to sit and just practice like as though the world revolves around nothing but the piano and me. So, now i'm trying to digest the entire Tristan and Isolde by Wagner, Boris Godounov, Night on a Bare Mountain by Moussorgski, At least i'm hearing more instruments!! So happy for that! I'm lovin' it...and so, it shall be another day of non stop homework marathon. BOO..!! So,i shall fight my way out again! Wee! It's getting more and more exciting. kick butt time! Watch out for Iris..LOL
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Ranting...
I'm not complaining of loads of homework, being tired or anything about school. I think school is always great since there's a lot to learn in a simple way ( when comparing with the hard knocks of life).
I'm ranting again cause there are people whom I really thought were my friends just showed how 'great' as friends they were. Well, I definitely would say that I really am thankful for people like KH and Evelyn jie. They are really people you can count on and trust. I just feel quite sad to know that all this time that I really put my 100% in loving them as friends turned out to be a disaster.
Well, even though I've gone through that very same phase over and over again (even with the people I grew up with), I'd still continue to put that 100% of love to the people around me. Still be the silly me again. Though, I just won't be able to help them in every way..
Some people really go overboard lor... haiz... putting on the very cheerful side of me can be pretty tiring at times. Sometimes, i really need to take a break and just cry.
Some lecturer wanted to throw my friend and me out of school because during some practice reason being, we stopped for a short while cause my friend lost 2 pages of the music. He said, "if it's not because of our school standard, he'd have done so." HaH! He wants to throw me out ar? Check my qualification before doing so dear lecturer. I dare to say, if he dared to do that, he can prepare to lose plenty of students. Best part, I've never offended that lecturer before. I'm always helping. I'm sure any school mate of mine can testify for me. In fact, we DID NOT talk back nor did we break any rules...I haven't missed any lessons to this day,find me a reason that I can be thrown out of school. For what? I memorize my parts, didn't make any major error...Kick out of school?! right... even if he did. I'll make sure he pays- I'm serious. Iris can be nice, but people that go overboard sure will get if from me. this class rep position has made me more like a maid rather than a rep. Like Devi said "Class Wrap (Chicken Wrap)".I feel stuck and being devoured someday is inevitable. LOL.
i shouldn't be ranting about my school la...cause, I'd get a bad image also... but now knowing what it is really like, as a student, I'd say that there are the black and white sheep. There are great lecturers like Ms Lim and Justin who are understanding and at least they appreciate for the things that you do. Even if it's just marking attendance...
Hmm...I doubt i'd get any sleep tonight...boohoo..
off to work.
(going to beat some marks!)
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Sunday (Mr Sun's busy)
KH, here's a post in english ^.^ Haven't been blogging much...so here's an update...
Cindy called me today!! Wahaha... we spoke on the phone for like 40 plus minutes. Coolness right! Ya...I'm missing her a lot. Though we use to get into arguments quite frequently in primary school , we never stopped loving each other like real sisters.
Had a short conversation about Rubeun. Sighz...I wish it never happened. Sometimes, memories of him will just appear in my mind (esp, when somebody does something that resembles his move)...how I hate that feeling. I thought I would be able to forget the pain, but I'm unable to.
Writing another song for Reuben entitled "Reuben" this is my own memories on him... Everything that I could possibly remember ...
Argh, quite low these days. Work seems like weight I'm forced to carry. Perhaps that the only way I would prevent myself from thinking too much.
On the high note, it's been the 3rd month since I moved back to my dad's church. It's great back at Maranatha. Everybody is always smiling ( I thought i was already the smilie one in school to think I've met my match), laughing, and the atmosphere is much lighter there. I feel so much better after returning to Maranatha. It's a great place to recuperate. So, i've got new job in church too. LOL. Children choir pianist, worship leader ( starting out as a trainee first) and yes, that's like something really new for me, I'm also one of the many youth class teacher and I'd help alternate weeks at the Pathfinders too. Mom was asked to help with the social team. LOL!
I'm also embarking on my Fellowship exam...it's so demanding. Every piece that I play is really really long and difficult. Yes, I'm complaining.
So, I've chosen all my pieces... the last piece is subjected to approval by the board though.
1) Beethoven Sonata - Waldestein ( Complete)
2) Schumman' Fantasie Op 17 (Complete)
3) Dr Jonas Baes - 'A Prior' (subject to approval by the board since it is a recent composition)
I haven't timed my pieces yet. Not sure if they can cover 50-60 mins worth of music. I really hope so, otherwise, i'd have to play more... T.T I'm now studying those pieces with Ms Minhee Bae, a Korean pianist who has just moved to singapore from the states. She's teaching SOTA too. She's a really nice teacher.
Ok... I should get back to work now.
Adieu.
Monday, March 10, 2008
virada...
Nenhum onde alugar. Nenhum onde gritar. Onde está o amor? Onde posso eu encontrar o calor? sim. É portuguese. Se você for furado bastantes a traduzir. Eu não mencionei que é parte de mim? Quem se importa de qualquer maneira..
Segundo ano na faculdade da música. Agora, eu v somente que tipo se povos que eu estou misturando com. Eu necessito realmente um ombro gritar sobre. Necessidade alguém que me compreende.
¿por qué? por que? (Aprovação nao espanhola.)...
Todos backstabs. Ninguém é realmente um amigo.Como devo eu viver outros dois mais anos com este pessoa? Eu tratei deste tipo dos povos na igreja por os últimos 4 anos. Agora... está repetindo.
Agora...como eu me mantenho sorrir?
Agora...como eu me mantenho amar?
Agora...como eu me mantenho compartilhar?
Agora...como eu me mantenho de ser virado?
Onde estou eu que vou encontrar um confiável do que mim pode confiar com?
