Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Ranting...
I'm not complaining of loads of homework, being tired or anything about school. I think school is always great since there's a lot to learn in a simple way ( when comparing with the hard knocks of life).
I'm ranting again cause there are people whom I really thought were my friends just showed how 'great' as friends they were. Well, I definitely would say that I really am thankful for people like KH and Evelyn jie. They are really people you can count on and trust. I just feel quite sad to know that all this time that I really put my 100% in loving them as friends turned out to be a disaster.
Well, even though I've gone through that very same phase over and over again (even with the people I grew up with), I'd still continue to put that 100% of love to the people around me. Still be the silly me again. Though, I just won't be able to help them in every way..
Some people really go overboard lor... haiz... putting on the very cheerful side of me can be pretty tiring at times. Sometimes, i really need to take a break and just cry.
Some lecturer wanted to throw my friend and me out of school because during some practice reason being, we stopped for a short while cause my friend lost 2 pages of the music. He said, "if it's not because of our school standard, he'd have done so." HaH! He wants to throw me out ar? Check my qualification before doing so dear lecturer. I dare to say, if he dared to do that, he can prepare to lose plenty of students. Best part, I've never offended that lecturer before. I'm always helping. I'm sure any school mate of mine can testify for me. In fact, we DID NOT talk back nor did we break any rules...I haven't missed any lessons to this day,find me a reason that I can be thrown out of school. For what? I memorize my parts, didn't make any major error...Kick out of school?! right... even if he did. I'll make sure he pays- I'm serious. Iris can be nice, but people that go overboard sure will get if from me. this class rep position has made me more like a maid rather than a rep. Like Devi said "Class Wrap (Chicken Wrap)".I feel stuck and being devoured someday is inevitable. LOL.
i shouldn't be ranting about my school la...cause, I'd get a bad image also... but now knowing what it is really like, as a student, I'd say that there are the black and white sheep. There are great lecturers like Ms Lim and Justin who are understanding and at least they appreciate for the things that you do. Even if it's just marking attendance...
Hmm...I doubt i'd get any sleep tonight...boohoo..
off to work.
(going to beat some marks!)