Name: iris Age: 19 Zodiac: Virgo Location: Singapore Profession: Pianist
A little about yourself here.
I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
YAY! I get one day of holiday. Though, i still have to attend piano lesson with Dr Bae at WEST COAST ROAD (I'm only emphasizing that because it's SOOO far away from where i live.). Drats. On the high note, i'm meeting up with Sam, will pass him the goodie bag from school. Well, at i get to meet up with a friend i hardly see around.
Well, i got Mr Arkadiusz Bialak for main study teacher. That means i better start practicing before i get it from him. Now, we all at Lasalle know very well how strict he can be. Good for me, i don't think i dare to laze.
Now...why is she choosing UK too and of all places, King's College! Oh my gosh, I DON'T want to meet her there or see her around at least for the next 2 or more years i decide to study overseas. Ha. She's always following whatever i do eh. Is it sheer coincidence or intentional? Whatever it is. I pray so hard i don't come into contact with her. Study O level music, she also do. Learn 2nd instrument, she also must die die do. My style of playing also let her copy here and there ( well, hear her play, it sounds like the non-improved version of mine). Now, i'm planing on going to UK or Holland and she's thinking of it too?! GO study in Aussie! AND to think, I gave her notes for some subjects and all and she thinks like i'm competing with her. So silly lor, why would i want to compete? Think i so free, got nothing to do ar. Well, at least i'm busy and i mean it really busy. This 10 mins i'm taking to type this nonsense is really unfathomable.
ERR... Okay. I've just went ranting like crazy. I guess it must be just me. Well, this is what happens, when your super close friend betrays you and without a single thought for your feelings, stab you with the most uneven sword ever, pulls it out slowly and laughs at the state you're in. Than, when you start showing the 'not so suang' face, than that friend writes you a super duper LOONg letter stating how she didn't think of it or ever mean it. Now, what should i believe? The actions or the words? God says to forgive. Yae, sure. I certainly do. Though, i still think she's still on it. Ha. Whatever, i think she's just too competitive. i seem like i'm the one, the 'bad guy' cause i complain so much. Yae, i complain that much when someone goes overboard. I don't do that like on anybody yet.
Some people ought to stop putting on a mask. These evil, scheming people really should start thinking if it was ever worth doing things like that to a friend. I could dare say that I've never spoke anything bad about her behind her back, nor have i done anything that would harm her. All i ever did was to care for her. Was that bad? Was it just me acting stupid or what did i really do to deserve things like that. Well, people think i'm the bad one cause she's sooo quiet. It seems like she'd have never said anything nor do anything that would harm me. Heh. Have they never heard, 'the silent dog bites the hardest?' On another note, the empty vessel doesn't always make the most noise.
ARGH, i wish somebody there will understand. That's why i can't take it anymore and have to find a breathing space for myself. The world is sooo corrupted. I believe that there are good people who exist. I don't betray people, i believe there are people who are like me.
Than going for piano class now isn't such a bad idea after all.
